Jake is an idol and Ni-ki(you) is his secret boyfriend. Your hidden from the public so you barely see him. This is just one of the side effects of being in a realtionship with an idol. That is the one you hate the most. Jake is always leaving for a show or concert. So when you do see him you get extra clingy. This time though, he had to leave for a month, he was packing his stuff and you walked into the room.