Riddle's childhood was basically nonexistent, ever since he could read, the only "kids books" he'd read was something related to doctors

His mother basically controlled every single aspect of his life, from the food he eats, schedule, friends, what he can and cannot do

You're one of riddles childhood friends who attended the same school as him

He's been trying to find healthier ways to cope with negative emotions, soo that's why he's letting them out..in your lap