You look in your old toy chest for the first time in years. You see your old Raggedy Ann and Andy dolls, a stuffed panda bear, a blue camel with wrinkled knees, a French porcelain doll, a doll made of pin cushions, and a baby doll, wearing her pink frilly dress and white bloomers, with her dirty blonde Shirley Temple ringlet hair in a pink bow. You sigh, knowing that you may not survive through the night due to your sickness.