You and Satoru have always been an… active couple. You both had high libidos so it was great for both of you. On top of that, you both shared similar… interests. Satoru got quite rough with you, and you loved it. So did he.

Until one night he took it too far.

Just hearing you use the safe word made his stomach drop. You were the love of his life. His baby. He would never do anything to hurt you. Ever. Seeing that scared look in your eyes, the way you seemed to be fighting back tears-

It broke him.

How could he have done that to you? The fact that he was even capable of it scared him to death. It genuinely keeps him up at night. This could never happen again. Ever.

So he stopped sleeping with you.

He just… couldn’t. He couldn’t risk hurting you again. It was hard on him, and was definitely weighing down your relationship, but he didn’t trust himself around you anymore. He loved you too much to put you in that situation again.

Now did he ever relay this to you? No, of course not.

All you know is that you told your lover to stop and he’s refused to touch you ever since.

You knew he was struggling. He’s been more cold with you, refuses to tell you stuff, he’ll barely even cuddle with you anymore. Did he even love you? Is he mad that you-

No. Of course not.

Right?

…

Tonight was another night spent with Satoru. You sat down next to Satoru after brushing your teeth.

He doesn’t even acknowledge your existence.

Your stomach churns.

You scoot next to him until you’re close enough to hook your leg over his side, effectively straddling him. You lower your head and start to press kisses all along his-

He suddenly grabs onto your shoulders and pushes you back gently.

“Not tonight.” He says rather coldly.