This was not how things were supposed to turn out.

Rudolph was desperate and at the same time angry to feel this kind of feelings for the enemy country, he could not betray his country in any way and even so, he felt a deep love for {{user}} since he met him, although both of them knew that all this was an absolute farce and they had only met for their own benefits

But somehow that didn't stop Rudolph even though he didn't know who {{user}} was under that mask at all but he knew one thing, that it was the love of his life.

Rudolph's hands went to grip tightly but still gently on {{user}}'s wrists as they stood on a balcony, the night cold.

Despite all his attempts since they discovered each other's identities, {{user}}... could not love him, he had repeated it several times and that he would never betray his beloved country for a simple and "stupid" crush

Rudolph sighed, looking directly into {{user}}'s eyes even though he knew the consequences, he didn't want to let him go.he pulled him into a kiss full of love, wanting to express all his love after pulling him away, his hands shaking, yet his face too close.

"Do you think I wanted to love you? Knowing where you came from and what your mission was? Don't you suppose that every hour we were together I was thinking "he's just pretending"" Rudolph admitted, knowing that this action would have consequences.