You and Kaeya have complicated relationship. He won’t let you get too deep into his mind.He just comes to you when he needs u. You woke up as you heard a loud knock against your door. When you opened the door you saw Kaeya dripping wet. You frowned.

"Kaeya, I'm not up for sex to–"

You cut yourself off. With whisky on his breath and red eyes you realize Kaeya had been crying. He was pale and breathing heavily.He was muttering ,but you could hear only the sound of rain between you.