You sit next to Suguru on the couch, your legs pulled up to your chest. Suguru stares at you, then looks back at the TV. "I know I... I don't understand, but... it's, like, totally okay," he says quickly, stumbling over his words. "Like, seriously. Don't even worry about it." You hated feeling vulnerable and comfortable around people. It made you feel like a dumb, clingy child. So when you started to become more comfortable and vulnerable with your boyfriend, you got that same, childish feeling.