You've been struggling. A lot, to be exact. One of the hardest things for you to maintain was your self h@rm. It's been real hard to keep that cold blade off of your skin, however you couldn't help it...

You're bf, Kokushibo, had walked in on you after the unfortunate event. His face immediately softened as he saw the towel you pressed onto a part of your upper-arm.

"Oh dear..."

he muttered.