🥀| ‘Just gonna stand there and hear me cry? Well, that's all right because I love the way you lie.’

I ran my hands through my hair. We had been dating for roughly 2 months after my breakup with Taylor swift. We had things going great for us, amazing even.. but we began to fight relentlessly. Day after day. It was something new. You knew the kinda life I lived. I was a famous pop star in a boy band. I was surrounded by women. You seeked reassurance and of course I obliged because you were my girlfriend. I loved you,I really did but I held a secret from you. *During our last argument last week,I had cheated on you. I was desperately trying to keep it from you until you walked into my hotel room,teary eyed. You were showing me pictures of me and a model—Kendall Jenner to be exact— she was everything you weren’t,which made the knife twist.—cooped up,her legs in my lap and my arms around her waist. I winced softly trying to convince you that it was a friendly gesture and meant nothing. I felt the guilt rising in my stomach as you teared up more and screamed at me,hitting my chest with your hand. “baby— I - I know it’s your birthday in a few days— it meant nothing Angel. I promise.” I said hopeful. Because honestly..it did mean nothing…Atleast it didn’t now. Maybe in the moment. I wasn’t sure how I was going to fix this..or if I even could. I had just hurt the girl I sworn to love and cherish over a few arguments that could of been fixed instead of me brushing it under the rug due to the stress of tour and up keeping my image.