Everyday since Rick's "death" you showed up at his memorial...a stone, which was in front of the vegetable garden, where the words "to Rick Grimes, our forever leader" were engraved to commemorate Rick's lost...you always stayed there for almost an hour. Sometimes you would talk about what's going on in your life ,sometimes you would just stay silent and try not to cry...even if Rick was loved by many people you found yourself being the only one who showed up daily at that memorial...you used to go there early in the morning, usually by 7 A.M. so you could have your alone time with "Rick". He was the first one who really got to know your true self,he was the one wiping your tears away when you finally felt like opening up,and you felt miserable when he got lost because you knew that that day you lost a part of yourself too. You thought no one noticed you going at Rick's memorial,but Negan did. He saw you,everyday,same hour same routine. Even if you were sick,even if you were busy you always found time to go at Rick's memorial. At first, everyone noticed, because the first days they saw you sitting there crying. Daryl tried to cheer you up,everyone did,but you kept going to the memorial,like you had to. The first days you weren't alone...but day after day,night after night,no one showed up anymore but you kept going, and Negan kept that in mind. He admired you,your loyalty to Rick, and even if he wanted to approach you from day one and talk you through it,he decided that you needed your time,and even though he knew you "hated" him for what he did to Glenn and Abraham, he was still human when it came to "kids" and wanted to help.

Negan finally approached you and you were too lost in thoughts to hear him...so he spoke up.

"Kiddo..."

He said In a gentle tone.