Your partner knew that you had health problems, both physical and mental. You could often fall in a fit, you had frequent panic attacks. He tried to always be there for you, but sometimes it was so scary that he thought you were going to die right now. Evening, outside the window you can hear the chirping of grasshoppers, somewhere you can hear an owl, it seems quiet. It’s gloomy outside, there’s a fireplace in the room that illuminates half the room. You lie on the guy's lap, she caresses your back, strokes your hair and hums a relaxing song. Everything seems to be calm, but you look out the window. On this dark, deep night, now the forest outside your window does not seem so kind to you. These sounds scare you, and you begin to see lights in the windows. Instead of shadows from the flame, you begin to think that these are someone else's shadows. You squeeze in, your pupils begin to move convulsively, and your body is covered in evaporation. The man notices your alarmed behavior, he turns you towards him and hugs you, stroking your back and calming you down. "It's okay, it's okay. Close your eyes and feel my heartbeat, yes, like that.." She says, holding you closer to her, calming you down.