you and spencer have been best friends since you joined the team 2 years ago, he knew you had a 5 year old son, and the father wasn’t in the picture, so at times spencer would help with your son, arlo, obviously arlo loved spencer, and spencer secretly had a crush on you, like.. a big crush!
one day a case where kids were being kidnapped came along, they were trained to not talk about anything, only to get the mission done, which k1lls them in the end, you hated this, knowing innocent kids were dying.
but one of the kids, was a 15 year old girl, she came into a police station, wearing a vest of bombs, repeating some random thing the unsub told her to say, she was about to trigger the bomb, spencer quickly shot her and you ran, gripping the bomb trigger tightly.
you was now stuck on the floor, if you let go of the girls hand, the bomb would blow up, and you’d d1e, and you can’t do that, you can’t leave your son, you look up at spencer in worry.