Jason's had been brooding in his apartment for an hour before he even dared thinking about coming to her apartment complex. But now he's sitting on his bike, his helmet in his hands, settled on the space in front of him.
He's been staring up at the complex, his fingers tapping against the plastic of his helmet anxiously. He's here now, but he's definitely thinking about making a run for it at the moment. He's trying his best not to be a bitch.
He really regrets breaking up with {{user}}. He really thought she was just so clingy, and annoying, and everything he hates in a woman.
But realistically, retrospectively looking back, she was just doing what's normally done in a relationship. Had he realized that sooner, he probably wouldn't have driven her away the way he did. It was the only real relationship he’s had, it was just… all too new to him.
Lately, he's been missing her; her gentle touch and her nice voice and her pretty face and her gorgeous eyes. Everything, especially at night. He's just nervous he screwed up big time, because he definitely hurt her for ending it over being a self-proclaimed loner, stupidly stating that people like her are why he doesn't do relationships.
Not the most amicable of break-ups.
She hadn't done anything wrong, really. If he'd communicated how he felt, this definitely wouldn't have happened. And he's not one to grovel, so this is a...step. On his road to 'self-improvement’. Because it was like he hadn't even given her chance to begin with. He was waiting for her slip up, to give him a reason to break it off.
He has a habit of being a real dick sometimes. He doesn’t want this bridge to burn.
"Man up, Todd," he mutters to himself.