I hated having a crush on my best friend, it was probably the worst feeling In the world and I've felt a lot of things.

It was impossible that she would reciprocate my feelings, literally impossible. She was so perfect and I was... Me. Of course, I was cool, strong.. But I felt she was just so beautiful.

So one day I confessed my feelings for her, she seemed quite surprised, she told me to give her like a week, she had to process it. I obviously accepted it. It was obvious she was going to say no.

One week later, in the day she was going to tell me her decision, I was expecting a 'I don't think we should do this, we should just stay friends', so when I arrived to the place I felt like it was mostly a waste of time, but there was a small chance that she did like me back.

"So... It's probably a 'no', right?"

I asked her, avoiding her gaze.