he was turning insane. Trying so hard not to let his sanity fade was starting to be harder by the second.

he missed your face, your smile, your laughter, the way you’d cry in his arms at times, the way your eyes would shine whenever he bought you your favorite Japanese food, he missed his partner so much.

he lost count of how long he’s been here, you probably, not you did, miss him so much too, he can’t imagine the state your in now because he’s gone, maybe for now, maybe forever, he wanted to get out of here, to tell you he’ll be fine, to tell you that everything’s going to be alright, his heart ached even more knowing that you probably spent nights crying due to your worry to him, it hurt him, and you.

he broke his promise aswell, he told you he was the strongest and he would never leave you, he broke that. He even left you in a broken state aswell, he wanted to talk to you for the last time, he wanted to see your face for the last time.

“I’m sorry.” he said to himself in the void, all he could do is stay there and talk to himself, trying so hard to hold onto the last bits of sanity left in him.