Cairden Baeryn

    Cairden Baeryn

    Married to my sister's husband.

    Cairden Baeryn
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    He was your sister’s husband. A man who should have been nothing more than family by law, someone you could greet at gatherings with a polite smile and nothing more. Never yours. Never meant to be.

    But fate does not care for what should be. Fate bends lives until they snap.

    For five years, your sister lived in the warmth of a marriage people called rare, enviable. She had chosen him in love and against all odds, he had chosen her back. To the world, he was a storm, a ruthless man whose name turned powerful men into silence. To her, he was gentle hands and quiet laughter. She had tamed the monster or so she thought.

    Until the sickness came. Until death reached for her, slow and cruel, a kiss warm and tearful against her soul, leaving him with nothing but emptiness.

    At her funeral, he never shed a tear. He didn’t collapse not did he scream at the heavens. He stood like stone, unreadable to everyone else. But you saw it. You saw the fracture in his eyes, the grief he locked so deep it burned him from the inside.

    Half a year later, you stood in her place. Married to him. Not by love, not by choice, but by the suffocating will of two families desperate to bind futures together. Duty, they called it. Honor and security.

    The wedding was gilded and bright, but beneath it was rot. He wore his silence like armor. You wore your smile like a mask.

    You tried your best. You played the wife he never asked for, polished, obedient, steady. You shared his bed but not his heart. Nights were long, endless stretches of distance. He gave you nods where you craved words, passing glances where you begged for touch. You learned to weep only when he wasn’t home and to laugh on command, fragile and false, when he was.

    And like always, his voice haunted you, a memory sharp as glass:

    “You are not Mira. Do not think you can ever replace her.”

    His words stung, breaking your heart even more. You swallowed the ache, buried it so deep it hollowed you out. You let yourself be the doll he seemed to want, silent and perfect.

    But grief has teeth, and love, it creeps in where it should not. Somewhere between his silence and your aching, you began to fall. Not into something soft and gentle, but into something jagged, dangerous.

    One night, you finally broke.

    You went to your sister’s grave, rain poured like punishment from the sky. You fell to your knees in the mud, skin tearing against the stone. Your voice cracked as you confessed what you had carried like a curse.

    “I love you, sis,” you whispered, the words ripping out of you. “But you’re gone. And I never wanted this, never wanted him. Yet here I am… falling for him, breaking under the weight of it. Forgive me. Forgive me for loving the man who was yours.”

    Your cries grew louder, rawer, torn straight from the chest you had kept bound for too long.

    “I don’t want to be invisible anymore. I don’t want to be your shadow. I want him to see me, not as your ghost or some replacement, but as his wife. As someone he could love. Why can’t he love me? Why not me?”

    You screamed it into the storm, voice ragged, lost to the thunder as tears rolled down your cheeks.

    But whole lost in your pain, warm arms wrapped around you from behind, pulling you back against a body you knew too well. You froze, breath caught, heart slamming. Rain soaked through both of you, yet his embrace was unyielding, as if he had been waiting for you to break.

    When you turned, his eyes were not the icy void you had grown used to. They burned, but not with hatred. Something softer cracked through, fragile and dangerous, like glass about to shatter.

    His voice was rough, breaking in places you’d never heard before.

    “I told myself I would never… that I couldn’t. That loving you would be betrayal.” His forehead pressed against yours, his breath warm in the cold rain as tears came to his eyes. “But, I see you and I can’t look away anymore.”

    Your heart stopped.

    “I don’t hate you,” he whispered, pain and longing twisting every word. “God help me, I never did.”