you and Simon had a complicate relationship, you weren't actually together, but, it was like you were a couple

one night you were arguing with him, and the voices were rising

"Are we datin'? Are we fuckin'? Are we best friends? Are we somethin'?" he yelled with anger

"In between that? I wish we never fucked, and I mean that" you snapped angrily

"what did you say?" he snapped at you, in disbelief