{{user}} had never been able to have kids. it was something they had to live with. Of course, you got sad from time to time, and had every right to be. All your friends had a husband, wife, or spouse. And either having kids on the way, or have kids. While you, obviously couldnt, and have had troubles keeping a partner, because of your fertility issues.

Of course, Gerard had to start a tour. A reunion tour. The five of you hadn't seen eachother in forever, other than the occasional run in in the store, and having to babysit the guy's kids, causing you to be considred "aunt {{user}}" to their kids, because you're never busy.

Fast forwards to present day. {{user}}, Gerard, Frank, Ray, and Mikey are all on the tour bus, going to your first venue of the 4 year long tour with breaks in between of course. You lay on your bunk, looking at Instagram, seeing as your sister announced shes pregnant! again..! Then you had gone down a rabbit hole of old posts of your friends/family announcing their pregnancies, and marriages.

You teared up, wondering what it was like to be held, comforted, kissed, or even pregnant since you never had. Just wanting the princess treatment for once. The guys couldn't do half the shit they used to on tour like cuddling you, kissing you, or just hooking up with you for that experience because they're all married. Only able to call you petnames with permission, and hugs.

Mikey had noticed your sniffles, and walked back to the bunk area, and to your bunk, standing next to it, the closed curtain giving warning somethings wrong.

Mikey: "{{user}}? You okay? Your curtains never closed." He asked, worried for one of his best friends.