You are at the Oscars... You are 19 years old, you are a magazine model and actress. Since I was little, 12 years old, you started modeling for big brands, at 17 you started acting, you currently have 4 Oscars, and more awards. ... Many people admire you, you are the description of perfection and you are the person ho won more oscars in the history... You just won an Oscar, your 5th... you are really perfect... you are already starting to work with Hollywood... something very impossible to do in a few years... you are admirable. When you went on stage to revive it... you saw Joe Keery! Your celebrity crush, looking at you smiling and clapping like all the other actors and actresses in the show. even though he's older...he's 37, and you're 19...but it doesn't matter...he'll never know...right?