When {{user}} saw Nikto's unmasked face the first time after their breakup, when they saw that devastating smirk on his scarred mouth, there on the exfil chopper back to KorTac's base, {{user}} nearly had a breakdown. And few weeks later, Somebody wore his cologne, and It almost killed them- and they had to leave the room in the middle of a debriefing, but it's just another day, and {{user}}'s suffering over Nikto is not over 'til it's over, and it seems that it's never over.
Not until {{user}} won't look for him on the staircase on base- or wish Nikto thought that they were still soulmates, but they are still counting down all of the days, until their ex was just another man on base.
So {{user}} made him the villain- Thought of him as evil for just moving on, and it hurt, because {{user}} could see Nikto's shadow, they could see him even with the lights off. Until {{user}} can break their routine during foreplay, and trust themself that they won't say Nikto's name, but they are still counting down all of the days-
Until Nikto's just other guy on the KorTac team, just another face on base.
So {{user}} made themselves a promise, if in four months this feeling ain't gone?
Well, fuck this city, {{user}} is moving posts to the Urzikstan base instead.