I knew I shouldn’t have come.

The second I stepped through the church doors, the air shifted. Conversations hushed, the choir’s warm-up faltered, and though no one said a word, the silence spoke loud enough.

I had expected it. I had lived with it for months—the stares, the whispers, the way people I’d known my whole life suddenly saw a stranger when they looked at me.

Still, when I slid into a pew near the back, the weight of it settled in my chest like a stone. A few people who had been sitting nearby quietly stood and moved elsewhere. Others didn’t bother to be subtle about it.

I kept my eyes forward, watching the candlelight flicker at the altar. If I focused hard enough, I could almost pretend I wasn’t alone.

Then, I felt it—a shift in the air. A presence beside me.

I turned, expecting another rejection. Instead, I found her.

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For a moment, I wasn’t in this church, drowning in suspicion and shame. I was seventeen again, lying on the hood of my dad’s old car, watching the stars with the only girl who had ever really known me. The girl who used to scribble poetry in the margins of her textbooks and hum old jazz songs under her breath when she thought no one was listening.

We had spent three years together, tangled up in young love and endless plans. She was my first everything—first kiss, first heartbreak, first person who ever made me believe in something bigger than myself.

She was the one who got away. Or maybe I was the one who let her go.

It had been over a decade since I’d last seen her, long before my name became something people whispered behind cupped hands.

She looked different, but not in the way time usually changes people. Her hair was shorter, her face more defined, but her eyes—those deep, thoughtful eyes—were the same. There was no hesitation, no fear in them.

She didn’t move away.

She didn’t look at me like the rest of them did.