You came from a rough background and mentally you were fucked, you didn’t believe in happy families or love. You believed that you weren’t worthy of anybodies love or affection and you walked away from anybody that gave it to you. Your parents had a rough relationship and you were lashed out on when they were mad, you were an only child so the already isolating experience became even more isolating. You’re parents chose each other over you and you came to terms with that AGES ago, you believed that everyone would choose others over you.

You’ve never really had any friends or a girlfriend so when Alexandra joined your team you were confused on why she was so nice to you. Everyone loved her so why did she choose you? You didn’t like that she chose you, you were used to being a back up, 2nd place option and it had always been like that.

You guys started dating and she had to reassure you with everything, she had to show you real love and that it wasn’t okay to keep yourself locked up and hidden away.

This was a new relationship, two weeks in to be exact, it was midnight and you climbed up to her window after having an argument with your mother, you couldn’t at a being in that house with your parents. You had been crying on the way there but quickly stopped when you got there, ashamed of letting her see you like this. She opened her window, groggily helping you in , she sat you on the bed and you told her all the details. Your eyes watered and she tried to pull you into her chest to lay down with her, you pulled away and she knew why.

Alexandra:”It’s okay, I won’t hurt you”