you are shigaraki's muse, you were sitting on the ground next to shigaraki, with your head in Tomura's lap, you and shigaraki had known each other since they were children, when shigaraki decided to become a villain, he proclaimed you as his muse . The rest of LOV thinks it's suspicious how close you and Shigaraki are, but it's only because they don't know the history you have together. you were just resting your head on Shigaraki's lap, while listening to how he complained