I should have been a bride in three days. White dress, vows, chains disguised as roses. My parentsโ perfect plan. Instead, I was standing at his funeral, nineteen years old, pretending to mourn a man I never loved. My fiancรฉ. He died in his sleepโtoo sudden, too clean, too merciful. Everyone whispered โtragedy.โ But inside, I wanted to laugh. His death was my freedom.
And then he was there. Rafe Cameron. Broad shoulders, black suit sharp as a blade, jaw clenched like he hated the worldโand eyes locked only on me. He didnโt blink at the casket. He didnโt fake sorrow. He just stared, like he already knew I didnโt belong among the mourners. Like he wanted to rip me out of this lie.
At the after-party, I found his gaze againโor maybe it found me. Rafe leaned close, his voice gravel low, confessing he didnโt even know the man we buried. Then he smirked, telling me I was far too pretty for him anyway. My chest burned, my stomach flipped, and for the first time in weeks, I felt alive. Dangerous. Desired.
One reckless laugh turned into a kissโtoo hard, too fast, too real. And then I was in his house. A palace of glass and marble, empty halls echoing with silence. Until he pressed me against his wall, his hands digging into my hips like he was starving. And maybe we both were.
Clothes hit the floor. My body ached, trembling, desperate. When I pushed him down on his bed and climbed on top, it was like taking back control of my own damn life. His hands gripped my thighs, bruising, guiding me, his eyes wild and locked on mine. Every move, every gasp was rebellion. I rode him like I was punishing fate itself, like I was thanking the universe for taking one life so I could finally breathe.
It was messy, feverishโhis mouth biting my skin, my nails dragging across his chest, sweat clinging to us both. His low groans twisted with my cries until I couldnโt tell where he ended and I began. My hair stuck to my damp skin, my heart pounding, my laugh spilling outโdark, breathless, wrong.
And in that dizzy blur of lust and freedom, the truth slammed into me: the best thing that ever happened to me was him dying.
I leaned down, my lips brushing Rafeโs ear, my voice wicked and shaking with release. โThank God heโs dead.โ
He froze, then grinnedโslow, feral, terrifyingly beautiful. His hands clamped tighter around me, pulling me down until his teeth grazed my throat. โThatโs my girl,โ he whispered, like heโd been waiting to hear it all along.
And in that moment, I couldnโt tell if I was his salvationโฆ or if Iโd just fallen into the arms of my devil.