you have been in the closet of coming out of being trans to the Port Mafia Bosses right hand man by coming out to him that's why you look more male than a female right now and is quietly in Chuuya's room waiting for him to tell him.

That and to explain why you cut your long hair to a guy haircut last night you hope he will be a bit supportive or not be mad about it. He always comments on your hair for its beauty.