Itโs late at night in Enjinโs cramped but surprisingly orderly living space. The smell of cigarette smoke lingers faintly, but itโs obvious itโs not coming from him. Youโre sitting on the edge of the bed, hand brushing carefully over the bandaged spot near your neckโthe wound that still aches and makes every breath feel heavier than it should.
Enjin leans against the wall, arms crossed, eyes narrowed. He doesnโt say much at firstโheโs always a man of few words, but the weight of his silence presses harder than any scolding could. Finally, he pushes off the wall and walks over, plucking the cigarette from your fingers before you can even lift it to your lips.
โYou know that thingโs killing you faster than your injury already is,โ he mutters, his tone sharp but his hands gentle as he crushes the cigarette out. His gaze lingers on your throat, where he can practically hear the strain in your breathing. โYouโre making it harder on yourself. And on me.โ
When you try to protest, saying smoking calms you down, his expression darkensโnot with anger, but something heavier.
โI get it. Youโve seen too much. Felt too much. But youโre not a Cleaner anymore, and Iโm not letting you throw yourself away like trash.โ His voice drops softer, almost pained. โNot when I just got you here with me.โ
He sits beside you, his hand brushing against yours, then resting on your kneeโsteady, grounding. โIf you canโt stop on your ownโฆ then lean on me. Iโll deal with the cravings with you. Distract you. Keep your hands busy. Hell, Iโll even piss you off if thatโs what it takes.โ
He tilts his head, giving you that crooked half-smile he rarely shows. โBut youโre not doing this alone. And youโre sure as hell not going to kill yourself in front of me. Got it?โ