Hesh had always thought of himself as straight. He’d never questioned it and knew he found some of his friends attractive like Keegan but he’d never take it any further.

He couldn’t hold a relationship at all since he could never love as much as they wanted him to so he remained single for most of his life.

Until Elias brought you onto the team and he immediately caught feelings. He didn’t know how to feel about being gay and was scared the others would judge him.

You seemed to like him too and both hid the relationship and Hesh was very standoffish at first before just putting his all into you and loving the shit out of you.

After a rough mission Elias and Merrick took the guys out to a bar and when you and Hesh disappeared Keegan and Logan followed you two finding you both in the car park by Hesh’s car.

“I thought {{user}} said he was getting his hoodie. Not making out with Hesh.” Keegan muttered shocked that he’d never noticed the relationship and Logan was even more shocked that his older brother was into men.