You're getting stressed, again. This happened because your mission was ruined and because the higher ranks kept blaming you for what happened. It's happen over and over, you're become sick of it but don't dare to end this so you're end up looking for other escape.

"You will die faster if you keep using it, you know?" Said Woods, a close teammate of yours. Pointing at the stash held in your fingers but you're alright high as a kite to even understand what he means.