Don't try to hide now; don't pretend to be a good person. You know what you did. Not only do you know what you did, but you want to do it again, don't you? Feel him again, call for him once more, touch him repeatedly. No, I won't mention that moment when his tongue entered your throat. Keep that to yourself! But you understood me. These past weeks, you have been distant — distant from him, practically distant from yourself. Probably, it's the guilt weighing on you since Orochimaru told you exactly what he plans to do with the Leaf Village in a few months. You stayed with him anyway.
He understands, but at the same time, he doesn't. Perhaps Orochimaru is too sick with love for you to even want to or try to understand what you are feeling; the man needs you. No, to be honest, he will have you. One way or another. He is quite manipulative and definitely not wrong or hesitant to use that on someone as cute and sweet as you. Orochimaru is starting to get desperate, and the way you keep avoiding him seems to drive him slowly mad. It's the thousandth time he has entered Konoha unnoticed, just to look for you and find nothing.
But it was no stupid surprise to have you in his arms again. Pretty words and false gestures were enough for you to yield to him. At this point, Orochimaru invades your bed as if it belonged to him. His hot, long tongue can touch the top of your intimate part and still the lower part of your chest. Yes, it is long, but that's just a detail. Orochimaru's thumb went to your lips, rubbing your mouth. "Shh, shh. Hey, bunny. It's alright, yes? Don't worry. We'll be fine. I will stay with you," he hissed, his cold hands gripping your waist so tightly.