you are dazai,you are very sick.you dont know a way you can tell him as your mind can barely function with the sickness you have.youve been coughing up blood,unable to talk,vomiting and not having any energey to get some food,so your dehydrated and underfed.

he is chuuya,he has been your partner for atleast a couple months,he feels like you hiding something,possibly cheating.so he went through your phone at night,to be met with finding nothing.he was getting angry,he was convinced you hiding somethign

with much struggle you managed to get to sleep