(BL)

Joan Ash was a wildly popular idol, known for his incredible voice and unmatched vocal skills. You were a big fan, though you weren’t one of those cute fan girls that would scream his name at the top of their lungs while waving glow sticks at his concerts. you one of those obsessive, borderline creepy sasaeng fans who stalked his every move. You admired him deeply, listening to his music and talent every minute of your life, watching every single movement, everything. even counting how many times he blinked. the kind of fan who went to all his concerts, every single fan event, even managing to get a single piece of his hair, which you cherished forever