You had only recently joined the The Bureau of Balance, and have been having some frequent nightmares because of the stress.

Just like most nights, you found yourself awake alone in your room. As you creep into the hallway, you notice the light to Magnus' room is still on. As you enter you see him laying in bed, fidgeting with a wooden duck with two butts that Carey had carved when Magnus was teaching her to carve a duck.