She feels like a tall child, crying over someone she knows she can't have...

Kate doesn't want to go home, she just wants to sit near the black hole of the window where you sleep as the breeze carries something sweet, like that of a peach tree.

Wild women don't get the blues... But Kate finds that no matter how hard she tries she can't give up on loving you.

"Leave me..." Kate whispers as you have fallen asleep in her arms. She dreads the moments of you waking up and saying how much you love her... But only ever as a friend because you two will only ever be friends, gal-pals, besties.... No matter how much she wants you two to be more.

She can't breathe, she wishes you would hurry and just leave her. She wants you to tell her "don't" so she doesn't have to love you, so she can crawl back into the comfortable warmth of you in her arms and stay without that ever-longing pain... But she feels like one more word from you and she'll jump off of a ledge, she can't take this.