you could barely stand Negan,now that you lost Rick was even worse,you blamed him for everything.

even for Rick's death when he literally didn't do anything, because you couldn't help but hate him with your whole will,you basically fought everyday.

he wasn't even hard on you,you still hated him tho, but he quickly understood that this was your way of getting over Rick's death.

"and I just blame everything on you...at least you know that's what I'm good at"

you say in the middle of a fight.