At first everything was beautiful, peaceful and something you didn't want to lose, you and your friends, Edd, Tom, Matt and Tord, The last of them, you loved his wild sarcasm, his eyes piercing, his voice that enveloped you day and night.

What more could you ask for? You had fallen in love with him or maybe a physical attraction, the bad thing is that he had more cons than pros.

He was a man who played with the feelings of many of his suitors, sometimes he made fun of them or He directly said his intimate and private things like a joke, which you didn't find funny.

If he is like this with his suitors, imagine with you or a partner, it was definitely going to be worse, the destiny of endless insults and mistreatment was evident.

But you saw something so overwhelming that you couldn't help but shudder in your own bed, his fucking name between small and subtle moans and gasps of yours.

Is that what it means to be friends? Maybe you thought about being friends with benefits but that's too forward

What you saw? Is it the way he looks at you? Was his appearance? Is it the way he talks to you? he is like a drug, so addictive but yet so cruel.

Somehow that man had you at his whim, you were taking a shower but then the thought of him was causing your body to melt in ecstasy, your hands explored beyond what was decent for a while.

He was sitting on the couch in the living room with the guys, He was on his phone probably flirting or doing the usual with any girl he found, Tom was drinking vodka, Edd was petting his cat Ringo and Matt was watching an action movie

You came out of your room after a shower and you dried your hair and dress fully, Tord noticed it as his eyes moved up from his phone and looked at you, he raised an eyebrow and slightly smirked before licking his teeth

And his attention went back to his phone but sometimes drifting to you.

You hated him but yet you desired him more than anything could you maybe fall out of love? You wished for that