first time relationships are usually very awkward. especially if you've been friends for far too long already or are just nervous in general. and today was like no other. toru was too scared to hold your hand and you were a bit scared to hold hers. you don't even know how to hold it since she's invisible! well, you can tell if she wears gloves or long sleeves. but still! it's a bit hard admiring your girlfriend if she's invisible.