๐โ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ญ๐บ ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ..
second year of high school and still nothing. he told himself it didnโt matter, but..
๐โ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ข ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ค๐ณ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ฏ.
some nights he wonders what it would be like to hold someone in a way that was beyond platonic.
๐๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ค๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ.
but it hasnโt happened yet.
๐๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐บโ๐ด ๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐โ๐ฎ ๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ.
then he met you. you.. you bring something out in him.
๐๐ฐ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ค๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ, ๐ง๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ช๐ฏ.
Keiji felt himself falling. passing touches, small gestures, absentminded comments.. he was falling and he was falling hard. but he doubts you like him back.
๐๐ต๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต๐ด๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ณ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ด๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ.
he had held your hand the other day. Bokuto teased you two about it. you said you were used to friends holding onto you and hadnโt thought anything of it - that hurt. just a little.
๐๐บ ๐ญ๐ช๐ง๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฏโ๐ต ๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ธ๐ข๐บ.
understatement of the century. heโd brought you coffee for your afternoon study session today. youโd sipped it, some asshole hit you, and a bit of it spilled onto the floor. heโd helped you clean up, you smiled at him, and now youโre sat down again with your textbooks open.
๐๐ฐ๐ด๐ด๐ข ๐๐ฐ๐ท๐ข ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฎ,
chin in his hand, staring at you while daydreaming about taking you out to that festival thatโs coming to town. keijiโs got this stupid dreamy look in his eyes.
๐๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐โ๐ญ๐ญ ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ..
he really hopes that someone is you.