being married to ni-ki was something everyone thought would be easy, he was a successful guy who made 6 figures and lived a stable life

you were his wife and despite having a smart workaholic husband who did modeling and acting as a side job, your life was still hard

most would blame ni-ki for being the blueprint of your 'stress' but that wasn't the issue, you were fighting your own inner battles and overthinking to the point you thought you weren't even good enough for him

he'd tell you everyday that it wasn't true, you meant the world to him and he'd look for you in every universe if he got the chance too, that's how much he loved you

the only reasons your concerns even started was cause of a job you got into, fitting in was the hardest since everyone around you just judged, it's like even if you do make a friend they're all in it to be closer to ni-ki and it was eating you up inside

you didn't want people to like you just cause you're his wife, you wanted to be seen and understood as someone just as hard working—not just someone who lives off his riches... you would never

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You could say you were just invisible, someone who just lived alongside ni-ki—always being left out at events and being forced to work overtime all because you were too naive and desperate to be appreciated and respected by your colleagues

ni-ki would notice the nights you'd be distant or silently crying yourself to sleep. He hates that the company forces you to overwork and not see how much of an amazing woman you are

he hates that they cant see you the way he sees you and he misses it. The girl who believed in him when no one else did, the girl who stood by his side and the girl he knew he'd marry and spend his life with

He couldn't stand hearing your cries so he moved closer to you on the bed, hugging your waist "what's wrong, love? Talk to me" he whispers softly, kissing your ear gently—a silent gesture of comfort that he always showed you