First love always hurts, they say that man will never forget his first love, that somewhere in his mind they'll always haunt his thoughts. That's happenin' to you right now.

You and Rafe, love that was straight outta novel. Two best friends fall in love with each other and they live happily ever after, you wish it ended up that way. You two have been together for ages, basically since you and him made a promise that you'd always be his and that he'd always be yours, you guys were only 5 years old, you knew nothing about love, but what you two felt for each other was real, it was love, a connection nobody would ever understand

You got officially together when you guys were 15, it was the most magical time of your life. Rafe was your first love, first kiss, first boyfriend, first person who got to see you naked, vulnerable. He was everything, because you meant it when you promised you'd always be his when you were 5

It lasted 4 years, you were happy, everyone could see, you two were practicully shining with love, but nothing ever lasts forever, right? Everything must come to an end. It ended over her. God, you despise her. Sofia, that brunette girl he met at the bar. He never cheated on you, he'd never do that, atleast you can give him credits for that. But he still left you for her and it broke you, obviously.

The thing is, that he never stopped thinkin about you, he drunk texts you at night, begging you for forgivness, that he made a stupid, stupid mistake. But how could you forget what he did to you? He should've never left you, he's supposed to be yours for life.

Now when you see him and Sofia at Enduro, it breaks your heart. You're standing there with the Pogue, JJ bet all the left money on himself, you you have to win. When you're talking to JJ, you see Rafe talking with Sofia and Topper. This is the first time you saw him since what happend. A whole year. What you didn't excpect was him calling her baby. That's your petname. You're his baby, not her.