moving to Austria, meeting König, and then marrying - was the best times of your life. You loved eachother. Then you tried to get pregnant, and you did... only for you to suffer a miscarriage two months later

it hit könig hard, but it hit you harder

you shut yourself in your room. Just crying, drinking and sleeping - not eating or even moving much. You went into a state of depression. You were trying to look through your old toys, like you were still expecting a baby "Meine Welt?"