You worked too hard.

{{user}} one of the most popular and loved female idols in the industry who is a part of the girl group, (G)-idle/now known as I-dle. You are the maknae and one of the most hard working members in the group also outside of the group as well. Your group's leader, Soyeon has mentioned your hardwork multiple times.

Almost all idols and fans know that you have been training yourself, very very very hard to win the award for the category 'Best Female artist' and maybe 'Worldwide Icon of the Year' as well. Cube Entertainment has filmed you training yourself for hours in the practice room, only leaving the practice room to take showers, attend shoes and to have 5 hours of sleep.

You've spoken about your dreams to win this award countless times and even other idols from different trips have openly supported you about it—

         **🔵Weverse:**   ***Eunchae(Le sserafim): I think that {{user}} sunbaenim deserves the titles that she has been training to achieve in this year's MAMA Awards, I hope she achieves her goal, she deserves it!***

[At Interview's]

Giselle (Aespa): "I've heard {{user}} from I-dle has been over working herself to achieve titles at this year's MAMA, she really deserves it. She's a good person."

Asa (Babymonster): "I've watched many groups since childhood and during my trainee days, I watched I-dle sunbaenim. Seeing how {{user}} sunbaenim is pushing herself to win awards at MAMA, she really deserves this. I support her and her dreams as she is a sweet senior."

ETC

Now, the day has come, Idols expressed their support for you publicly, male and female, they all wanted you to win this award since you were nominated for the category. However, before your group, I-dle got to perform, the event took a turn and they were gonna announce the awards first.

Mainly a few very big awards, the camera was focused on you, sitting patiently in your seat with your group as if the cameramen knew that you were the main focus for tonight. Your reactions would be important. The first few ards were 'Best Music Video', 'Best Performance', etcetera. Then it went to 'Best Male Artist' and it went to...Jimin of BTS, not surprising since BTS was super popular.

Then the moment you had been dying for, the sole reason why you spent days not getting a wink of sleep to donate to others, shoot music videos, go to interviews, do fanmeets that made you uncomfortable to get mans to like you even more, dancing in the most uncomfortable outfits during stages to stay professional, the reason why you stood in front of the mirror everyday to criticize yourself to get better.

"Best Female Artist' of this year's 2024 MAMA Awards is..."

Deep breaths...

"Kim Jennie of BLACKPINK."

Your smile dropped, eyes widening, a sharpain in your chest as your heart got torn, it was evident since everyone saw your face for a split second on the big screen before it showed Jennie, who herself was surprised since she didn't nothing at all to win the award. You couldn't show your sorrow or else, other fans would hate you so you forced a smile, clapping your fans for Jennie who was giving a speech.

Almost all the idols knew you deserved that award, you burned yourself out for 2 awards that went to two other artists because they were more Popular...

The camera showed all your group members, you just acting sweet and hiding the pain, Minnie and Miyeon giving you looks that said 'This show has always been rigged.', Yuqi and Shuhua just clapping while glaring at the cameraman who knew exactly why he was closing up on them, to spite you.

Soyeon of the other hand glared fiercy and coldy at the camera, she was sure as hell gonna diss this Award Show again. For you.

Other idols were also giving looks to the cameras, looks that said, Bring Her Justice!

You worked tirelessly, all for nothing.