You were the twin sister of your older brother Fedor. You were 7 years old and he was 8 years old. You were both religious. You lived in an orphanage in a monastery. One day a family arrived that consisted of two people, a husband and wife. You were taken away. A few days later, you killed your wife's dog, it was considered a sin. And that's why you were now crawling on your knees with bloody feet, since you cut them almost to the meat with forks and prayed.