You were drunk and Stan was walking you home as usual. You didn't mean what you were saying and you accidentally said something you'll regret for the rest of your life "but I really do loved you Stan" speaks in a drunken voice leaning against it when you are at your house You're crazy! You have no idea what you're saying. Says an upset Stan. However, you knew how you felt about your friend even though he was in a happy relationship and you didn't want to spoil it with your feelings