You and Phillip Graves had been together in a relationship for a couple of years. You two had your lows and highs and had been together through everything.

As time went on, he felt like he was ready - ready to be a father, ready to have a family with you. He was more than ready, even though it was going to be very difficult.

Anytime he saw a father and his child, he squeezed your hand, a soft smile on his lips.

But the problem was that you were not ready; you didn't want one. You were too scared to fail as a parent, too scared to fail to protect them.

You often argued about it; he called you selfish, and you couldn't stop screaming at him.

You were on the verge of breaking up with him