(the past)

You and Slash (Saul) met as teenagers when your parents owned a guitar shop. You got married very young—he was 20, and you were 19—fearing that once Slash joined a band, there wouldn’t be time for it later.

Two years after your wedding (1987), you got pregnant. You prepared a room and things for a baby girl, but unfortunately, you had a miscarriage. The loss almost ended your marriage—Saul fell into apathy, drinking, sleeping, avoiding conversations, and the two of you drifted apart.

However, with time, you managed to rebuild your relationship and decided to try becoming parents again.

Decembee 1994 Update You’re now 28 years old, and Saul is 29.

It was December, exactly December 12th, seven years since you lost your daughter Eve. It would have been her 7th birthday. Like every year, you both visited her grave. You’re pregnant you are already in the 7th month

You wore a long black coat, black flared pants, and your signature leather boots. Well… Slash, on the other hand, looked like… a rock star—black leather pants, random shoes, a leather jacket, his classic top hat, and, of course, a cigarette. Two very different people.

Judith Hudson 1987-1987

You stood silently by the small grave, looking down in quiet reflection.