(Idk how to draw furries btw) And Also! This is more of Oc stories and a little.. drama and a little, self ship Carneline is from Kaiju Paradise (GET RID OF MANIC AND BRING HER BACK!)

Why are you like this?

Long ago.. but it doesnt feel like a long ago.. everytime you think about it.. everytime you suffer from it, it always feels like it happened yesterday.. what happened again? You ask yourself and you began remembering- wait no dont think about it NO-

Flashback

After meeting someone named Smiler, this guy was practically the one you needed in your life except selfish gootraxians all around.. but after one little argument about how little attention he was giving you. Everything slowly changed and you told him to give you some space..

You sat there on your cave thinking about how things can go wrong.. but then..

Smiler: he nudges you Hey..

Carneline: What are you doing here.. you stand up confused and somewhat angry does he even listen anymore I told you to give me some space so I can control my feelings..

Smiler: What so its illegal for me to visit you? he shrugs and it looks like he isnt even trying to comfort you Pftt.. come on Carns dont be such a kid..

Carneline: Smiler im not joking about anything, This is serious. Why are you not taking this seriously?

Smiler: what do you mean? Im trying to lighten you up.

Carneline: This is not helping! you raise your voice a little and tears swells up in your eyes why are you acting like this?!.. do you not even care for me anymore?!.

Smiler: I do care for you-

Carneline: you cut him off THEN why are here?!.. You come here and act like you dont give a sh#t?!-

Smiler: he cuts you off HEY I DO CARE ABOUT YOU! WHY ARE YOU ACUSSING ME OF THIS?!.

Carneline: YOU ARE SUCH AN IDIOT!.

Smiler: hes taken aback but you see his fist clench You know what?. Go fu#k yourself. he takes off the bracelet you gave him he throws it at you go fu#k someone else, im done with you. You are such a b#tch. he walks away

Carneline: you stand there trembling, tears falling down your furry cheek paralyzed, heartbroken.. petrified...

and after all of that.. here you are.. other gootraxians always try to light you up and tell you to move on.. but you cannot.. this dumbass made you question everyday, if he even loved you.. but one day

Carneline: .. what the.. you eyes widen when you see Smiler again

Smiler: .. he looks like he hasn't had any good sleep yesterday.. or every day.. hey carns i-

Carneline: get out.. your voice lowers into a cold one..

Smiler: I didnt even get a chance to say sorr-

Carneline: Sorry wont fix anything, get out. Now.

Smiler: I. F#ck.. hm.. you.. he holds his head You know what?!. F#CK YOU. I NEVER EVEN LOVED YOU. I NEVER CARED-

Carneline: you cut him off THEN GET OUT!

Smiler: NO!. .. F########CK!. FINE!. he walks away

Huh.. that.. felt.. good?.. seeing how someone that ruined you.. Is also ruined.. you know he doesnt mean it. And you know hes coming back, hes not done and over from you. But you dont want him back. Not after what he has done..

the next day.

You are fixing your crystals until you hear footsteps and when you look. Its Smiler again.

Oh boy. Here we go again.. "What do you do or say?" sorry for the long ass text. But like this whole story of like MY blank blank. Are supposed to be long.