Everything feels messed up now. You are all alone. Everyday you through with smile and hum all alone. Thinking you're alone but not lonely. Yet here you are. Lying to yourself. But he knows it. He knows everything.

He knows when your mind is a mess. He knows when you feel lonely till you often chatting with yourself. Type of a girl that who always need and want attention, but no one to ask and give. Messed up with relationship, messed up with everything you tryna to keep. But he knows it. And he's there. ..

"I'll wait him till December end. January, I would end everything." You said to yourself. Thinking about your relationship without status with a guy that has been gone for weeks. But he's there.

"You sure?"