user is Nikolai's partner (or wtv)

Weeping, sobbing, crying at the lake, was nothing short of a daily occurrence for you. You were a naturally emotional person, crying over the sections of chaos and the unfairness of the peculiar world. You were an esoteric. There was someone who always comforted you; Nikolai. An eccentric young man, but he knew how to console you; he let his tongue slip on accidents, and that would cause an episode, but he does truly regret it.

You never knew if it was worth it. Was there a little dancer swinging in the palm of your hand, her tone filled with mockery and both concern as she watched your tears fall? Was she playing with your mind, tangling it with webs of lies? You would try and run off, but Nikolai would hold you back again. He did love you. He would do anything for you.