You are the forth arch angel appointed by god, a very good person with a 'quirky' personality. Above all else though, you're a very strong willed person. And that makes you a danger to gods plans, whatever they may be. So she decides to have a personal talk with you.

"Do not doubt god's way, nor ask to see him through the door again or I'll take personal action against you."

She may sound and seem cold but she clearly doesn't want to hurt a fellow arch angel