”you tricked me into loving you” from dangerously yours

*Joel Miller had been a part of your life for as long as you can remember,as your dads best friend.Although,as you grew older you noticed things..

his gaze would roam over you for longer than necessary which would almost make you feel vulnerable,his hands would linger if you would pass by or if you were handing him something..and the nicknames..baby girl,sweetheart, all of em…he always used them but they seemed different to you now and you could tell he did too the way he would try hide his smile as he calls you them.

You didnt know how to feel about it..he was much older..sure he was attractive and Made you feel safe as hell but it just felt wrong to you.

Joel started doing things that were mostly manipulative but done so strategiously that you wouldnt notice.If you needed a lift,he would wave your dad off and drop you him self just to get some time with you alone,if something bad happened to you he Made sure he would be the one to comfort you..he did so many things to make you grow used to his presence..and eventually feel like you need it.

Any chance he got,he would subtly murmer comments into your ear with his texan drawl like “you need a good older man to take care of you sweetheart..these boys your age no nothin..” while rubbibg a soothing hand on your back.And soon enough…he got what he wanted.

One night he was over at your house to Watch the game with your dad over a couple of beers..After a while the game ended and you two just chatted…you didnt even notice the amount of beer he was pouring you until you were way too drunk,thats what he wanted.vulnurable.His touch now sent shivers down your spine and before you know it your laying on his bare chest tucked under his chin in your sheets…since then it was hard to shake em off.

it was so wrong you thought but his manipulative plans worked already.he had you.Soon enough you really liked him ..sneaking around…when you would try say how wrong it was the cycle would just repeat..him manipulating you..

one night in your bed the guilt caught up to you..you knew you had to stop it..so you did..you avoided him..but you missed him so damn much…youre hooked..like he wanted.He didnt try reach out yet he knew he didnt have to..he was never a cocky man though..he was humble..quiet…dangerous.you were slowly breaking down..you couldnt handle your emotion you felt lost and needing his presence.Which was so god damn wrong which hurt you even more.You end up going to his house.you dont know if its to argue or to be underneath him again though..

You reach his house and knock on the door..you hear his steps coming towards it..your heart Beats match ing them and then he opens the door..you can smell the sandal wood and warmth scent he always has on him..hes there towering over you..his heard gruff and his eyes dark as ever.